“Being Adam Parrish was a complicated thing, a wonder of muscles and organs, synapses and nerves. He was a miracle of moving parts, a study in survival. The most important thing to Adam Parrish, though, had always been free will, the ability to be his own master.”
Adam Parrish was lonesome.
There is no good word for the opposite of lonesome. One might be tempted to suggest togetherness or contentment, but the fact that these two other words bear definitions unrelated to each other perfectly displays why lonesome cannot be properly mirrored. It does not mean solitude, nor alone, nor lonely, although lonesome can contain all of those words in itself.
TRC FANCAST || TOM WEBB AS ADAM PARRISH
it was the stillness that made him seem so other

-The Raven Cycle- Adam Parrish
The most important thing to Adam Parrish, though, had always been free will, the ability to be his own master. This was the important thing. It had always been the important thing. This was what it was to be Adam.
—so he can pursue and engage the things he likes without intellectual justification.
i can’t get over flustered ronan
- ronan talkin all casual when adam accidentally brushes against him and suddenly he is a stuttering mess and stumbling all over his words
- ronan feeling adam looking at him and picking at his fingernails to try to ignore his increased heart rate and warm cheeks
- adam’s leg touching his when they’re the pig and he can’t move away because he’s squashed against noah on the other side. he turns his face away so adam can’t see how pink his cheeks are and his fists are clenched on his knees. noah smirks at him
- adam dozes off at nino’s one night and he ends up leaning on ronan’s shoulder and ronan is Screaming internally whilst trying to keep a straight face. he is blushing profusely and staring down the wall in front of him
- ronan lying on the floor at st agnes not asleep whilst adam is. adam moves in his sleep and his hand falls off the bed right in front of ronan’s face. ronan is definitely not thinking about holding it
#bUT BLUE THO #IT WOULD BE HER FAVORITE TIME #LIKE NOAH AND BLUE WOULD SHARE LOOKS W/ EACH OTHER #AND SOMETIMES IF BLUE WAS IN THE MOOD SHE’D BE LIKE ‘LYNCH WHAT’S THAT ON YOUR FACE???’ #AND NOAH WOULD SNORT SO LOUD #AND RONAN WOULD GET SO MAD AND RED
i can relate to ronan lynch because i too would beat the hell out of someone if they hurt adam parrish
I was here. I exist.
Last night, my OCD over not finishing the sketch of this scene kept me awake, so this morning, I ate my oatmeal very very very slowly and sketched out the rest.
It’s spoilery for Raven Boys, I guess, but that book’s been out for two years so surely no one will be vexed, right?
adam parrish’s cheekbones are higher than the chance of gansey living